i am finally back! haven been online for quite sometime. i am so tired tired tired. there are so many things to do, but so little time! everybody's doing ahead of their tutorials. it's so pressurising. co pracs on wed, fri and sat. and there's more to come. not that i go for every prac dilligently, but somehow this explains the fatigue. the pangs of guilt are much more mind-boggling and psychologically torturous than playing an instrument for 3 hours.

tmr's I and E day, which explains my coming online. i am not intending to do any work today. i am down with a bad sore throat, flu and slight fever. and the auditions are next week. i am not fully prepared. haven even chosen a song. practised with sel today, with my terrible sore throat. the chances are slim. and the fact that we feel super demoralized after some people's comments adds on to all the anxiety. -sigh-

it'll be sometime before i get to blog again. i am tired tireed tireeedd.

no procrastination is allowed!

SEL! WE CAN DO IT!! JIAYOU!!

surprise msg. thanks. what can i hold on to? i am still seeking for that sthg. =/